Let me know

I just wanted to make this one short and sweet. I need a few things and everyone I know has been helping me out sooo much and I am so greatful. I would like to show some appreciation by having a little thing at my new apartment. I don't want any big party or anything but something little that everyone can come and I could have food and play some board games or something. Let me know what you all think. Is it a good idea or bad?? I mean I don't have a lot of money. I am trying to come up with something that would be nice and fun. Sometimes that is a difficult combination. and cheap I may add.
I will post more later.

Changing

I just wanted to express how I have been feeling lately. I almost can't describe it. I think I have actually been happy. I am staying with friends of mine read previous blog. It has been a pretty calm and loving home. I am not used to being in a type of home like this, one that doesn't use curse words or throwing things or smoking. The food has been great when I am there to eat it. I have been working what seems like non-stop all week and all last week. I work two jobs and am going to be just as busy this weekend as well. I am finally moving into my new apartment on Saturday and Sunday. Well at least part of my stuff so I can start staying there. I want to personally thank all of you that have encouraged me and talked to me and even listened to me rant and rave on about Ted. I hope that everyone still reads my blog even though I wont be talking about Ted anymore. I will hopefully be talking about how GREAT my life has been going.
I had an interview today for an assistant management postion at one of the companies I am working for and I am pretty sure that it went well I am supposed to have a second interview sometime this week to see if I actually got the position. I also went around today getting everything put into my name for my new apartment, gas, electric, phone and all that.
It is really great to finally realize that there is more to life out there than negative things and darkness. If it weren't for my church family and my friends who I didn't really even realize that I had I wouldn't have gotten out of my situation. I hope that someday I can help other people the way that they have been helping me. Well that is about all for now because I am tired from working 9am-10pm today and it is time for me to go goodnight.
Later.....

It's starting

So everyone kept telling me how hard it would be to go through something like this, and I am not going to say that by all means it has been easy or anything but it is easier with friends there supporting me. My brother I found out just moved out of my parents house and right into Ted's house, I was like didn't you have anywhere else to go but there. He began to tell me how Ted wanted to talk to me and how he didn't want to fight with me and that he loves me and misses me. And what was even worse was that this morning when I arrived at work today there was a note there waiting for me from someone in a red pickup truck well duh that was Ted. He wrote that he was sorry and that he missed me and that he loved me and wanted to talk. I didn't call him back or anything. He then turned my phone back on to text message me and tell me that he loved me and missed me. I am not falling for any of his tricks so don't worry. Just keep praying for me.
talk to you all soon.

The MOVE

So anyways I am very sorry and apologize now for not blogging in a few weeks. I have been awfully busy with my two new jobs and also in my spare time I was doing nothing but packing. So Ted ran me off the road on Saturday and I said this is the last straw and I am not going to take this treatment any longer. So I did something about it.
I went to church yesterday and told my friends about it and Delilah rounded up the troops for me and 4 people came over to his house and helped me move out all my stuff. Ted was being a jerk the entire time but didn't act out because all the people that came to help out were guys. I just wanted to make a special THANKS to all the people that helped me out. Even the ones that have just been praying for me because I have needed the strength more than anyone can imagine. It has been so hard to stay strong and keep this decision. But now I know that this is what I have to do and not only that but this is what I WANT to do. I am now staying with Delilah and Jake two wonderfuly people that have opened up their home to me and offered me a place to stay. Also I know my parents don't read this but I want to thank them because they paid for a UHaul and helped me move out as well and didn't judge me for any decision I have made.
I am going for an interview tomorrow for an assistant management postion at a telemarketing company which if you have been reading my blog isn't exactly what I want to do but hey if it pays the bills it works for me. Now I just need everyone to pray that I find a dependable vehicle to take me back and forth to work so I don't lose my job because right now I am driving a 1985 Chevette. I know pathetic but like I said just pray. Also pray that I find a place to stay and that things in that area work out as well. I don't want to overstay my welcome and would like to keep the few friends I have because I really need them more than they know. I will try to update a little more in a day or two.
Thanks again for everything everyone.