Thursday, March 29, 2007

Single and Still lookin good?

I have been single now for over a year and not had any relationship, serious or not...I am not sure if that is good or not? I have had a few prospects in the way of guys interested in me but they have not worked out for one reason or another. I mean I do want something like that, a boyfriend someone to take me out or hang out and feel comfortable with. but then again I do not want to get into something that I could get hurt again. I am not sure what my heart can take anymore, I want to think I am strong but am I? I am afraid to get into a relationship because of what one stupid guy did to me, I mean how pathetic is that?
The last blog posted was about this guy I have been sort of seeing, well talking to and we've hung out a few times. I think he is amazing, I mean he is sweet, funny, nice, honest, good looking, hard working, has a truck! But like I said in my last blog, I am not sure where we are let alone where we might be going. I have not had any other relationships besides the one I was in for almost 6 years and I am not even sure what to do or how to do it. It makes me nervous to start liking someone again, for fear that I might come on too strong or that he might not even be able to tell I like him. I wish someone read this that way I wouldn't feel like I was talking to myself all the time, although it is good to get these things out sometimes. I don't read anyone's blogs to be honest myself because I am on myspace now and sort of do that thing. Well if anyone is interested my myspace name is my name.....justiene swagler if you search that you should find my page.
Hope you check it out.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Boys??

Need I say more?? No not really we all know they are confusing and make us frustrated among other things. So here is my predicament, I met this guy about 5 months ago and it was like lust at first sight, because I am not sure I believe in love at first site and even if I did, I am not sure that is what this is. I met him at the Dusty Armadillo in Rootstown, I had just started going there to meet new people and learn how to line dance, which I am not that bad now. I seen him on the dance floor just dancing like no one was even watching him, of course he was hard to miss to because he is like 6'3" tall and awesomely cute! He had a smile on his face the whole time and was always completely friendly. I gave him my phone number and we met up the very next night. We spent hours together just talking, watching movies and hanging out. It was great and over the past few months I have learned many new things about him and he has even come over to hang out a few times. We talk on the phone periodically and send messages online. My problem is I am not sure how he feels about me or for that matter how I really feel about him. Please give me some advise on this matter. I could really use it

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Myspace-Justiene

Yes, I finally converted over to the new world of technology and have gotten the internet set up at my apartment. And yes I did start a myspace page, it is in the works of course, and when I am free I am trying to add new things to it everyday. I have a few things on there, like a blog, pictures a little quiz about myself it ought to be pretty interesting. As soon as I get my four wheeler back I will take a few photos of that and with me on it and post those as well.
I do have to vent about that for a moment...I just bought a brand new four wheeler as I put in my old post. It is a 2007 Honda 400EX, and since I bought it new I would expect it to run fine, you know with no problems. Guess I was wrong, it wasn't staying charged and the emergency brake wouldn't work. I had to take it back up to where I bought it from and get them to fix it for me, funny part is, is that it was covered in about 4 inches of mudd, it was funny to see the look on their face when I rolled it off the truck.
Speaking of trucks, of course if you know me then you know that I LOVE TRUCKS!!! So it is only natural that I am thinking about buying one, either new 2007 or slightly used like a 2005 with low miles. I want to save up some money for a down payment and such and then also be able to fit it into my budget. It is a big purchase so I will be thinking about it and doing my homework on it for awhile before I pay the big bucks.
I hope you stop by the myspace page I set up and check it out, I haven't gotten any comments though so I am not sure if it is ok or not?? So let me know, positive or negative feedback is good.