Monday, November 21, 2005

Car Problems

OK, So by now you all know that I have lots of problems, and even more problems with the vehicles I drive. So this time, actually about 2 months ago I told my oh so great boyfriend that my car was acting up, because I can't fix it he wants me to tell him when something isn't right. So I did and what did he do about it nothing..... anyways it overheats but not all the time and so I asked him to look at it and make sure it was ok to drive, of course he just kept putting it off and putting it off, and today on my way to my internship in canton...guess what happened...I will tell you...IT OVERHEATED!! DUH. So I had to pull off to the side of the road, with no hazard lights by the way which he also knew broke and was supposed to fix and had to wait until it cooled down enough to drive it home. Now that I have that off my chest... It makes me so angry, why would he want to know when things make weird noises or starts acting up in my vehicles if he isn't even going to do anything about it. So anyway he told me to park that and drive a ford escort that I have that has a loud exhaust and is according to his friend (running not so good) like it needs a tune up (this is the car I sold to my uncle that he made no payments on and I had to go get it in Wadsworth, I had to steal my own car???) I am not driving something that I don't know the history on...
Well a look on the bright side right...I got to post again... see more regular. And I get to work on my homework (Including Spanish). So to all have a great day and pray for mine and maybe it will get better.
And the girl that has me for secret sister hasn't been to church I think because I have left her two cards and she still didn't pick them up???

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Chances

I want to believe that there is more than one chance at pretty much everything. Today in church we talked about past failures and becomming free. This series has really touched my life in that I have been thinking a lot lately about the choices I have made in the past. I am not so sure that all of them were good ones. I know we all make mistakes and what we do with them could lead us into a lesson or a well deserved butt kick if you know what I mean. I do however want to know what it is like to date and be single again.... or just be happy. The word itself is almost meaningless anymore because I really feel I have nothing that reminds me of it. The only thing that I am holding onto right now are the kids and the hope that "it" really can be better. It may not be better with him or where I am currently at but call me a "dreamer" but I want to think that someone could treat me better. I can't write too much right now but plan to write on a more regular basis. It has been good going to church because there I learn that I am not alone in all of my thinking and that it is possible that maybe out there someone may be going through a similiar situation as mine and they made it. I mean I talk about it as if he were beating me or something it isn't that bad, it just isn't good either. I can't visit Jerry Springer everyday of my life. There is a light at the end of the tunnel because I am going to graduate on December 17 this year...YEAH!!! I don't know how many of you are actually reading my posts and all that because like I said earlier only one person comments and thank goodness for that because I would probablly not be writing if not for her (thank you). It is good to have healthy relationships not just with a significant other but aslo with family and friends (that of which I have been lacking lately). So if more of you are reading this please let me know because right now I could use all the friends I can get.
Also Have a Great Thanksgiving all!!!! Eat up...

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Money problems

I know everyone has problems with money and that I am not alone. Sometimes it seems as though I am because I don't talk to many people. For example look at the comments on my blog site they are all being made by my soon to becoming dear friend. Although her comments are appreciated I would like to hear from more of you. I can't really talk right now because I have someone pretty much standing over my shoulder so until tomorrow, yeah you heard it I will post again in just one day not a month.