YeeeeHaaaawww!!

So as you all know I do now own my very own 2007 honda 400ex! Which is exciting for me because I love to ride. And for those of you who don't know that is a 4wheeler. I got to go this weekend and it was tons of fun! I am getting so much better too just riding more often now because I have my own. I tried to conquer this huge steep hill that defeated me last time. The first time I went up it I flipped my quad on it's side, then I tried again bound and determined to defeat this monster and I hopped it right up over the trail...lol but then I just picked up my ass end of the bike and put it back on the trail and rode up. So to me that is conquered! I got to ride for about 5 1/2 hours yesterday and am definetly feeling it today, I also ran into a tree and my handlebars came back and hit me in the leg, was sort of painful but it could've been worse.
I am also focusing my time on better things than guys right now too, seeing as how all of them pretty much suck! I am applying for a loan for my truck this week and hopefully will hear back from them sometime next week and then I can officially start truck hunting. And as most of you know I am a chevy kind of girl, but the truth is they just can't compete with Ford any more. So I think I may get a Ford Ranger or a Ford F-150. I am so excited, I am also looking at new new like a 2007 or no older than a 2004 or 2005 and if they are going to be that old I will only look at something with less than 30,000 miles on it.
Also I seen that guy that stood me up on wed. when I was at the Dusty and I did a good job ignoring him and I think that he has moved on himself so I wish the best for him and his future. Also I seen the other guy who just out of the blue stopped calling me "hillbilly" for those of you who know him. I seen him just last night when I was at the Dusty again and as tempted as I was I didn't even talk to him or anything which was hard but for the best! So wish me luck this week that they approve me for a big enough loan so I can buy a truck!!

Guess Not.

so maybe he isn't good for me, considering he no called no showed for our date again. Wow I sure can pick 'em. Ninja turtle sheets, biker date with mom and pop, no show boy. I guess it may just be too much to ask to actually be able to go out on a date with a real boy/man. I feel like I am dating pupets and that I have to wait for pinochio to become real and that isn't happening anytime soon. I am just going to focus on getting my truck and riding my 4wheeler. That task is a little hard without a truck so about mid may I am going to apply for a loan and see how much I can get and then go out and buy a damn truck....baaahaaaa bitches.
I just don't want to be a bitter woman when I am only 24, and I also don't want to be a man hater. I just need a guy or two to restore my faith in men at least give me a glimmer of hope. PLEASE?

God give me strength

Give me strength to not fall for a bad someone. This guy that I have been talking to may not be the best for me, but then again he may? He just got out of this relationship with this girl and she is crazy so you all know that I can relate to that. I have been letting everything but my heart and my head do all the thinking for me lately. I want to actually fall for someone who will treat me good and show me I am worth something. I don't want to get married or fall in love just be respected and not used, adored and not just lusted. The only thing I want right now (besides my new truck) is to move on and be able to tell someone any one that I have had a boyfriend after all that mess awhile back, or to be able to say that yes I have dated someone and it was great. I know it will happen but maybe even a rebound guy would be good, I know it seems like a long time ago but I never really had anyone that has helped me forget or move on. And right now that would be nice...

Things don't go as planned

So I guess some of you are wondering how my date went...Well the truth is, it didn't. A lot of chaos happened that day so instead he is coming over this Friday and we are going to go do something. So any ideas on what we can do? I meen like I said before he is driving about an hour to get to my house so I want it to be a good date, plus he has been a little stressed out lately because of a crazy ex girlfriend, and I really know how that is. I talk to him everyday on the phone. We talk about just about anything and everything.
I did have a great week last week though. On wednesday I went to the Dusty and went dancing and that is where Dan and I had our first slow dance, and our first kiss. Then on Thursday I went down to Scorchers down in the valley with some friends for dinner. On friday a whole bunch of us got together to go to the opening of the LUX, which used to be the Posh night club. It was a ton of fun, however the floor was completely disgusting and sticky but other than that a ton of fun. Then on Saturday (the night I was supposed to go on the date) I ended up going out to a Mexican restaurant and having a great time.
So wish me luck on this date. I hope it goes well because I am starting to like this guy....