Frustrated

I just want to know why do I put up with so much crap? Or am I putting up with crap? I mean do I really have it all that bad, I just can't take this life anymore. I mean don't get me wrong I am not going to do anything stupid so that is not what I am saying I just want a very BIG change to occur in my life and I want that change to occur soon. Ted and I fight all the time and we fought again yesterday surprise, surprise. I am not even sure what we fight about anymore. Well then today I had nothing going on except to finish my papers before grades were do. So that is what I have been working on all morning, I call ted on his break at like 9:30am and he says he don't feel good that he probablly don't even want me to bring him lunch and I hadn't heard from him all day, so I assumed he hadn't changed his mind, so I call him to tell him I am working on getting my papers done and that I wasn't going to bring him lunch, then he text messages me that he wants food, so I call him back to tell him that I could bring him food just a little bit later, he freaks out and says that I am ignoring him and all this crap and that he doesn't mean anything to me. So we hang up on each other rather than saying something either one of us will regret. So then about 5-10 minutes later I get this text message that says..."I think we should take a brake from one another." What the heck is that all about, all that I have been wanting for a really long time, but answering me this...how can you take a break from someone you live with. And are you just supposed to take a break like not see each other cause living together that can't happen, or does that mean he wants us to start seeing other people??? I am so confused at this point.
On a brighter and finally other note, I took the first test at Stark County sheriff's office, and I think I did really good, Now I have to fill out this extremely long application with the most detailed of information and turn it in withing 2 weeks, seems like a long time huh...but when you have to remember all the places you worked and all the pertinent info that goes with it, plus all the places I went to school and all their info, you see how long this is going to take. I just wanted to say that I really appreciate all of you who are reading my blog as well. I think I would be doing a lot more screaming lately if I didn't have this thing to vent on.
I also wanted to note that I finally GRADUATED from college, it was getting a little iffy towards the end though because I didn't have things turned in and grades were no where near being good this semester with me taking 18 credit hours, 25 hours a week at the jail, the kids, Ted, home life and all that. But I really think I did it!! Yeah now I can get a real job and get the heck out.
Could still use some advice on the Ted and other guy thing (refer to last post).